Wasted many (more than 6) hours today depressed. Happened a lot last term, but this term it’s more or less the first time.
Stress cripples me. It shouldn’t but it just does.
I had somewhat of a set back with the 4th year project course I have been doing. Lots of useless regretting and not much progress made. Presentation next Friday and facing a lot of stress as to what I can do. I am useless right now.
While I appreciate the faith people have in my abilities, I myself have little faith.
It’s so hard, but I need to see a counselor. This makes no sense that I can waste so much time being depressed. I need to resolve the triggers and root causes so I can actually perform optimally this term.
Pray for me.